Wednesday, May 26, 2010
{ 5:19 AM }
sulking all day long. i know im big enough to be a lil child. but i cant resist to make him realise that i need him more than all his works. but i just couldnt make him realize that. i would kindly appreaciate if he did realize it.
i still want him to put all his attention to me. But i know all this wouldnt happened to me.
he's way too busy that he didnt even have any single little time to take care of himself.
i just couldnt find the reason why im mad at him. extrmely mad . why should i?
wouldnt it be better if i didnt even have time to bother about this stupid little thng?
sigh~
How i wish.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
{ 1:37 AM }
hey~
dah lame tak post kan? yeah been bz.. slacking all day long. exams are coming but here i am... blogging and slacking. oh gosh wake up marfie.
Yeah , been thnkng abt somethg. mb i shoud transfer school?
i dont know why .. my heart isnt there animore. Not there. everythg about it... isnt rite for me. My classroom, classmates, preu 2 students, teachers, toilets, canteen and etc. wassup with me? Oh my, i wish i din changed. God help me.
Why everthg seems wrong when i alraedy letting it go? maybe im not letting it go. maybe i still hold on to it. I know i shouldnt hold on to it. But..... . This is life mar. I cannot change it even if i really want to. Stop thnking about it and move on dear mar.
On the 20th every month i would let myself cry. I know it's my fault but i just couldnt let go of it. The more i thnk abt it the more i want to cry and tell myself that this is only a bad bad dream.
To many thngs had happened, from my school to my relationship.
Theres many thngs that i wanted to say but i just couldnt.
*pat myself* everythg gonna be okay?
dint go to school today. Im a lazy girl. No lah. im sick.. Gosh~
im not looking foward going to school animore. hmm~ B.O.R.I.N.G
thanks lah.. *tau nak buat ape* haha.
been really really wild~
Monday, February 15, 2010
{ 8:23 PM }
i guess i still love him even though we are no longer together.
i can smell his perfume. I love his perfume. seriously. His smell (:
Sunday, January 24, 2010
{ 7:15 PM }
salaam~
In order to forget the pass, i decided to change my look.
so i bought new spec. Italy spec. gosh~ cost me a bomb. haha.
a nerdy look.
im trying to hide my sadness in this brand new spec.
i hope it works .
never wore spec with a full frame before. haha. so weird.
new hp , new look and new interest. haha.
mummy can u buy me a new camera?
i really want to take photography course.~
haha. okay thats it (:
i wish i could forget it.. coz im an iron gurl.
i wish i could be more confident.
