i am hu i am

2010-05-26T05:19:00.000-07:00

sulking all day long. i know im big enough to be a lil child. but i cant resist to make him realise that i need him more than all his works. but i just couldnt make him realize that. i would kindly appreaciate if he did realize it.
i still want him to put all his attention to me. But i know all this wouldnt happened to me.
he's way too busy that he didnt even have any single little time to take care of himself.
i just couldnt find the reason why im mad at him. extrmely mad . why should i?
wouldnt it be better if i didnt even have time to bother about this stupid little thng?
sigh~
How i wish.

2010-04-21T01:37:00.000-07:00

hey~
dah lame tak post kan? yeah been bz.. slacking all day long. exams are coming but here i am... blogging and slacking. oh gosh wake up marfie.
Yeah , been thnkng abt somethg. mb i shoud transfer school?
i dont know why .. my heart isnt there animore. Not there. everythg about it... isnt rite for me. My classroom, classmates, preu 2 students, teachers, toilets, canteen and etc. wassup with me? Oh my, i wish i din changed. God help me.

Why everthg seems wrong when i alraedy letting it go? maybe im not letting it go. maybe i still hold on to it. I know i shouldnt hold on to it. But..... . This is life mar. I cannot change it even if i really want to. Stop thnking about it and move on dear mar.

On the 20th every month i would let myself cry. I know it's my fault but i just couldnt let go of it. The more i thnk abt it the more i want to cry and tell myself that this is only a bad bad dream.

To many thngs had happened, from my school to my relationship.
Theres many thngs that i wanted to say but i just couldnt.

*pat myself* everythg gonna be okay?

dint go to school today. Im a lazy girl. No lah. im sick.. Gosh~
im not looking foward going to school animore. hmm~ B.O.R.I.N.G
thanks lah.. *tau nak buat ape* haha.

been really really wild~

2010-02-15T20:23:00.001-08:00

i guess i still love him even though we are no longer together.
i can smell his perfume. I love his perfume. seriously. His smell (:

2010-01-24T19:15:00.000-08:00

salaam~

In order to forget the pass, i decided to change my look.

so i bought new spec. Italy spec. gosh~ cost me a bomb. haha.

a nerdy look.

im trying to hide my sadness in this brand new spec.

i hope it works .

never wore spec with a full frame before. haha. so weird.

new hp , new look and new interest. haha.

mummy can u buy me a new camera?

i really want to take photography course.~

haha. okay thats it (:

i wish i could forget it.. coz im an iron gurl.

i wish i could be more confident.

depression

2010-01-20T19:20:00.000-08:00

Oh my~
This is bad. i thought it was just me but when i took the depression test it was like 80% .
Its not one or two test. ive been doing it since morning!~ imagine!

*faints*

i couldnt believe this.

1.Frequent sadness, tearfulness, crying.

Ive been crying n crying. not good.

yeah my parents want me to do somethg that i din want to. so ive been cryng for days. no for months.
2.Hopelessness.

i do feel a little hopless.
3.Decreased interest in activities; or inability to enjoy previously favorite activities.

yeah sometymes.
4.Persistent boredom; low energy.

most of the tyme,
5.Social isolation, poor communication

im going to do that.
6.Low self esteem and guilt

yeah.everytyme.
7.Extreme sensitivity to rejection or failure.

perceived lack of success.
8.Increased irritability, anger, or hostility.

Always.
9.Difficulty with relationships

no interest in maintaining friendships. They’ll stop calling and visiting their friends.
10.Frequent complaints of physical illnesses, such as headaches and stomachaches.

yeah. headaches and stomaches.
11.Frequent absences from school or poor performance in school.

ermm~
12.Poor concentration

i cannt concentrate even while wtchg tv! i aint going to wtch tv animore.
13.A major change in eating or sleeping patterns

yeah. im eating a lot. and i couldnt sleep.
14.Talk of or efforts to run away from home

been thinking abt that.
15.Thoughts or expressions of suicide or self-destructive behavior

haha. never.

13 out of 15 !

gosh. ~

mcm mane nak blaja psychology nie? kalau diri sendiri ade psychology problem.

sigh~

2010-01-15T00:48:00.000-08:00

hey ppl(:

currently chatting with mary Jane. (:

bored to death. haha.

aniwaes , i love this song (:

climb by joe mcelderry .

Lyrics:
I can almost see it
That dream I´m dreaming but
There´s a voice inside my head saying
You´ll never reach it

Every step I´m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I
I gotta keep trying
Gonna keep my head held high

There´s always gonna be another mountain
I´m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I´m gonna have to lose

Aint about how fast I get there
Aint about what´s waiting on the other side
It´s the climb

The struggles I´m facing
The chances I´m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I´m not breaking

I mean I know it
But these are the moments that
I´m gonna remember most
Yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on

Cuz
There´s always gonna be another mountain
I´m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
And sometimes I´m gonna to have to lose

Aint about how fast I get there
Aint about what´s waiting on the other side
It´s the climb

Yeah

There´s always gonna be another mountain
I´m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you gonna to have to lose

Aint about how fast I get there
Aint about what´s waiting on the other side
It´s the climb

Yeah
Yeay
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith
Baby
It´s all about
It´s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Woho

2010-01-11T00:16:00.001-08:00

sungguh tak sangke. ape boleh buat kan? pasrah jek.

2010-01-04T16:54:00.000-08:00

dah bukak sekolah pun (:

adik dah pegi sekolah mcm biase ... tinggal mar sorang kat rumah.. alangkah indahnye kalau bende tu tak terjadi. *nagis*

seme bergembira.. dan cita2 mereka hampir tercapai .. aku?

masih tetap sama.

mar pikir positive.

mungkn ini lah yang terbaik utk aku.

ade hikmah nye.

sigh~

2009-12-31T19:13:00.000-08:00

ready or not i got to face it.

i wasnt so sure.

2009-12-28T18:51:00.000-08:00

i dont know why i cant forgive that person even though it was just a mistake.

but at the same time i cant bear to see that person hurt.

sigh~

maybe only time could heal my wounds.

its too much for me i guess.

2009-12-21T19:47:00.000-08:00

sigh~ i must have hurt u..

2009-12-20T21:34:00.000-08:00

as if u dun care.

i dun want this but wat can i do? this is fate. i dont wanna know if u care or not. it hurts.

thanks(;

Even if i got what i want will i be happy?

sigh~ i dont wish to know. how i wish that i didnt meet u.

being protective is good but over protective is bad. and i dont like it. people may say eh ur father so sweet. but then... he didnt know what i feel what i want.

what he wants doesnt mean it my dream. i have a dream and i want that dream to be a reality and not a dream.

is this what they call love from a father to their daughter?

if it is then i will choose to do what my father wants me to do and forget my dreams.

this is fated .

there someone asked me:

" if ur love wants to break up then will u let him go?"

i answered:

" what is his reasons for breaking up?"

that someone replied:

" he found his dream girl.. much more better than u.. "

i answered sadly:

" yes i will let him go if that what he wants. even if that person is my sis. "

i cried. i hope this will not happen. i hate to say.. it hurts a lot . but what can i do?

someone said this to me: " time will heal all the wound."

will time heal all my wound?

oh time... please do so. coz it killing me.

please let my mind rest. sometimes i wish i could let go everything . but its hard u know?

i just cant let it go..

Its been a month. yet i still couldnt let it go. why? why? *cry*

i wanted so hard to be happy. but i thnk its stll early huh?

what i can do now is what for happy things to happen to me.

Thanks people.

2009-12-17T20:45:00.000-08:00

so yesterday as mum planned.. we went swimming(:

had so much fun but wasnt for long. My czn and i were supposed to go to bugis for shopping but due to some reasons we didnt get the chance to go. what a day.

i hate promises..

tats all for today (:

2009-12-13T03:19:00.000-08:00

salaam~

so yeah im getting pau-er =D i know. haha.

hey, its not fun to be grounded okay? what to do. The only thng i can do is watching tv, surfing the net, eating n mxging. thats all. No fun at all.

few days a go went bowling with couzins, and fyqah's boyfren (:

have a lot of fun. (:

here a pic of us (:

me, my sis and my couzin :)

aku dah tembam.. haha =s

2009-12-03T20:46:00.000-08:00

salaam~

Yesterday planned was canceled due to something unexpected.

Mum tag along as father instructed. That is so not cool.

From Now onwards mum will tag along wherever we go. Stupid isn't it?

Father is being over protective these days. I hardly had times outside and i spent most of my times at home. This is maddening.

yesterday we're supposed to go shopping at orchard but then we all have no mood after my father spoil our plan. So we decided to just go Cp.

At first we all are okay with it. But went we knew mum wanted to tag along. we got angry.

and we all decided to ignore her. I know it was wrong for my sis and i to do that.

i feel bad about it.

I got angry with my parents coz they told me to retain my preu 1.

okay that fine for me. but they went way too far this tyme.

they even plan which Uni i should go.

hey, that is totally not right. that is my future so i'm supposed to choose~ and not them.

This is totally not good. i hate my future.

and at that time i wished that i were dead.

Great, now i can decide what i want to be and what i want to do in the future.

He knew all the way that i did not want to further my study in Malaysia.

sigh~ i have no say to my future i think.

Thanks father.

im watching charmed season 1 (: haha. nothing better to do. LOL.

k tats it for today (:

w'salaam

2009-12-01T19:24:00.000-08:00

salaam(:

Gosh, miss everyone badly but wat can i do?

miss him ):

and im gonna miss my purple life. gonna miss it so much.

while everyone's dream is getting nearer mine ?

nowhere?

sigh~

i guess i cant let go of what had happened to me? it feels like its haunting me every sec every min every hour every day.

I fear the most..

2009-11-26T19:23:00.000-08:00

salaam~

selamat hari raya aidil adha. (:

Alhamdullilah i still survive till today. i never thought this would happened to me.

Thanks to him.. n thanks to what happened to me i knew who cares for me.

Thanks all for being there for me.

Thanks for all the comfort (:

its been 1 week already but i just cant let it go.

why is it so hard for me to endure?

how hard can life be?

sigh~

i pretend im okay. but then how okeay can i be?

Oh Allah please give me some strength of yours to ease my pain... =(

2009-11-21T21:28:00.001-08:00

so whats now?

nagis punye nagis smp mata bengkak. hiash~

bgn tido ngs, nak makan ngs, wtch tv nagis , dpn laptop ngs.. nak tido pun ngs. sigh~

nanty2 lah update k?

Im back~

2009-11-04T01:11:00.000-08:00

salaam~

at last dapat jugak update.Dah lame jugak nak update tapi tak update2. hehe.

biase lah...

sekarang tengah pekse.. pekse die mcm never ending gitu.

paper yg dah lepas seme merepek .. melainkan nahu, saraf n adab.. sigh~ mcm mane nie?

takot lah pulak. moga2 tak kene retain.. seram~!

peljaran yang mesty mesty dpt markah bagus: hadith &mustolaah, tauhid &manthq , balaghah n tafsir.

okeay lah paper update lagi aftr perikse. nak blaja (:

2009-09-01T21:48:00.000-07:00

L.O.N.E.L.Y

thanks ah for hurting me. terime kasih tak terhingga untuk KAU!
masih belum menerima hakikat..

='(

2009-07-15T06:04:00.001-07:00

Pressure.

2009-07-13T08:11:00.001-07:00

One thing about school is too much homework n assignments.

Anther thing abt school is fwens. Sometymes They are okeay with us but anthr tyme they will just look at us and walk away without any reasons.

Nothing seems rite this day . No kidding!

nothng stick to plans.

Nothng i do is rite in Their eyes.

shuts~ again..

Wait~ Is it my fault or their fault?

If u dun like me then say it.. i dun mind , reallie.

jealousy kills. No kidding.

Jeles ckp jeles.. ahah. ini seme lumrah manusia. ahaha.

K done here.

2009-07-05T05:57:00.000-07:00

Listen up people!
My hp number 965469** dah tak pakai lagi. pakcik rahmat yang pakai number tu.. ahaha.
Yelah bill aku melambung kan?
so skrg kene lah tanggung die nye risiko. LOL.

Bill dah tak boleh pakai tak tau smp biler.
and i got new number. kalau nak mintak ah!~
(:

sesape yang msg kat number tuu die tak akan dilayan!
my fthr will kindly delete the msg without telling me.

ahaha. or he will reply u!! beware ~ ahaha
okeay Thanks.

2009-07-03T19:36:00.000-07:00

Im webmsg-ing my baby. LOL.
okeay.I dun wanna talk about my baby today. ill talk about sumethg else. LOl. some of u must be bored when i always talk about my baby here. heheh.

so , i woke up in the morning but guess what happen to this house? mcm tongang pecah!
shit man.. what happen seyy? someone buglar my house or what?

Then i saw my father. *roll eyes* rupenye keje org nie . ahaha.

he was happily bereserakkan rumah!~
ishk~ What da heaven seyy.

But then bile tgk balik. rumah mcm dah nak raya!

Talking abt raya ..

argh i just hate raya. ahaha. i will hate raya. LOL

first day raya bdae aku. org seme tgh happie dgn baju baru nak collection nak mintak maaf and all the cryng !

aku jek sorang nak happie2 becz bdae aku..!

alamak! bdae ~ why fall on the first day of raya?

*muke masam*

Boring betul lah thn nie nye bdae~
ahaha.

dah ah ~

Baby + Pooh = Cinta Rahasia.

2009-07-01T23:50:00.001-07:00

Cinta Rahasia
Intan Nuraini

di kesunyian hati
cintamu menemaniku
tapi tak ada yang tahu
kamu milikku

di keramaian tawa
ku tak boleh mengenalmu
ku takut ada yang tahu
kau pun begitu

karna cinta kita adalah cinta yang rahasia
yang harus dijaga dan tersimpan rapih di hati
kita tak ingin ayah dan ibu ku tahu
tentang semua..

aku tak rela kita harus dipisah
jika mereka tahu semua
tak ada yang mengerti
bahwa cinta ini tak bisa tergoyah
dan takkan terganti siapa pun

I love this song ~ mcm cerita kiter. ahaha. ~

I keep sneezing in class. argh ~ i hate it seyy.
and i kept yawning in class. dah tak le thn ngantuk terus tido tyme ustaz halim nye class. ~
really. i slept but i caught red handed. like so what? at least i dapat tido .. like a few min? ahaha
Tu lah smlm tido lmbt. ahaha. sape suroooooo.. MY fault. LOL

so, i went back home. ahaha. but then i slept in the Mrt and i almost miss my station. duuh~.
ngantukkk~~

so guess sape yang aku nmpk nari? saw him even without my spec on i still noe it was him.
then i pissed off. LOL. idk why.
Then i saw him again in front of the office..
like argghhh!~ stress aku...
Then i stand next to him. gosh~
mcm nak tampar jek muke die. LOL.
saba marfie. Then i was reminded of somethg.. ahaha
" jgn sembarang2 tampar orgg... " ahaha.

Im listening to some music ... ahaha. but its funny man. hilarious. They are funny. ahaha.
ketawa non stop. ahaha. sorry ~ ahaha.
Tak boleh tariik nmpk!~ ahahaha.
But u all u did ur best. ahaha. (: good job. ahaha.

Im practising my oral. LOL. u shud hear how good rowan Atkinson speaks. (:
die nye Prononciation bagus. Thumbs up!~ (:

2009-07-01T01:30:00.000-07:00

okeay im updating!~

so yeah we got a guest here.

one thng i wanna say to th guest.

hey my blog my say lah seyy.

aku nye suka haty ah nak ckp per!

aku pakai tudung ke tak aku nye pasal lah. aku tak suroh pun kau tanggung dosa aku!

kau jgn nak step phm ah kat sini.

akunye dosa aku tanggung ah sendiri. pandai buat pandai tanggung ah .

aku masuk hell pun ape kau peduli?

aniwaes, kalau kau berani kan kau letak name kau lah!

paper ah. My life What.

okeay enough of this stupid thing.

The H1N1 is killing me man. i got to wait outside the school gate like more than 5 mins.

before i can go in . padahal baru dua hari pi school . dah nak melebih lak. AHAHA.

why?

because theres no teacher who come that early. rite ain? LOl.

there is ah. ahaha. sape? sir haidad. LOL

talkng abt him, ahaha.

my father got angry because he did somethg wrng. ahaha.

tu lah. ahaha.

JUst got our Gp test paper back. ahaha. i failed AND I LAUGHED!

kau imagine aku dah dpt jek aku ketawa terbahak2 macam org gila. ahaha.

need to work hard. ahaha. study smrt better. ahaha.

okeay monday tak school is it? ahaha.

*smile*

2009-06-29T00:44:00.000-07:00

MJ is dead!

Like so what? whats the big deal man?

Die dah mati die nye pasal ah.

You all out there who say u all miss him, u all wanna hear sumethg from me?

U ALL LIKE REAL LAH!

miss him lah, appreciate him lah bla bla lah.

macam paham saje.

nak miss him uat per? bknnye die handsome pun! Matair aku lagi handsome ah!

Tyme die hidup tak nak appreciate him. Bodoh!

If u miss him and wanna hear his song then download it lah! ape sajer..

youtube ade imeem ade itunes ade. asl bengap sgt?

org2 kat luar yang bebual mcm real pasal MJ stop lah eh.

so what die popular?

Why not cherish who is still alive?

asl mesty nak pkr2 org yang dah mati. tu family die nye pasal lah.

keep in ur heart sudah!

Kalau betul sayang sgt dgn si MJ tu asl kau tak tolong die tyme die susah?

asl seme sembunyikan diri macm tikus?

nie nmpk sah gondol.

korang tak de pun tolong die bile die kene allegedly sexual assaulted That stupid boy?

Tak de kan?

dah ah!~

die pun bkn kac family korang makan!

so dont need to make a big fuss about his death ah! Die alrdie mah!

let him die ah!

Hypocrite ah korang. Die islam ke die bkn islam not ur pasal lah!

yang korang sibuk nak bahas kan die islam ke tak asl?

dah tak de keje lah tuuu! Orang kalau otak betul, tak pkr2 nie seme.

He die wat! Let him rest in peace ah babe.

Pray for him~ alamak ! otak ade letak mane seyy?

2009-06-25T21:02:00.000-07:00

Upset.

my bill hp num will not be used animore. why ? because...

sigh ~ bill melambung. baik per?

msg jek dah smp 1972 teruk seyy.

who do i msg?? idk.

guess how much do i need to pay only for msgs? $98.00

shuts. selalunye seme $80

nie msg jek. Now i cnt use bill for like forever(?)

actuallie dah byk kali ah kene warning. but i din heed ayah's advice. serve me rite!

so anithg msg me at my other num . u know rite? donnoe just email me or call me at home.

Dah ape nak ckp lagi?

itu jelah . stress sey. mane nak dpt duit byr bill?

bapak tak nak byrkan!~ gosh.

2009-06-24T16:55:00.001-07:00

so yesterday went out with eeka and suhailah.

so much for ur 10:00 eeka. No one did came on time. i cam like 15 to 30 mins late. pdhl kuar lmbt jugak. i thot i was like 1 hr late lah seyy. sekali ade org lagi lambt *stare at eeka*

suhailah contacted me and told me that she could not raeched eeka.

ahahaha. we thot shes sleeping man! ahaha.

i was the first one to arrived at out meeting place. yeah. baik per. aku lagi kene tunggu.

sakiit kaki aku. Thank God i wasnt wearing my high heels.

as eeka was damn late i make her belanje me makan. LOL.

i dun care much about my water face then.ahahaha.

kaki aku sakiit tunggu kau abeh mendak plk tuu. LOL

Then went to bras basah. LOL.

otw jalan pi bras basah kacau hafiyyah kat tmpt keje die. LOL

gosh miss her seyy!~ ahahaha. happie smcm dpt jumpe hafiyyah. (:

eeka make a joke out of bras basah. ahaha.

bras kering per eeka? ahahaha. mepek ah kau.

suhailah bought her combined science T.O.A for $7.50 at popular.

ahaha. jgn geram suhailah. $2 jek .lol. kau nga kau jek tau. ahha

dah pi bras basah jumpe eeka kat city hall. ahahaha.

then pi makan.. hehehe. eeka belanje me. ahahah

then abeh kene pi bras basah balik sbb suhailah nak beli lagi satu buku P.O.A die.

ahaha. The question booklet. LOL

thne went to hafiyyah work place.again. yeah. ahaha. this tyme we like asking her for discount. ahaha.

boleh kene fired seyy hafiyyah pasal kiter org. LOL.

memekak satu hal abeh tak beli barang kat kedai tu. LOL. menyemak seyy. ahaha

i thot of buyng clothes for alsagoff 100 years~ bt then macam malas gitu. ahaha

suhail need to go home as she has sumethg on. (:

Then eeka nak pi Arab street. so , i decided to follow her.

nak beli tudung warne pink (:

ahaha. so i bought one. ahaha. nice.love it. :)

then balik!~ LOL.

okeay done. ahaha.

Im so bored. someone ? talk to me.. ahaha. boring seyy.

mendakz.

[need to study study study] (;

2009-06-21T23:16:00.000-07:00

salaam~

woke up in the morning. wait wait.. *think again* morning? afternoon lah seyy. . LOL.

okeay buruk ah. tau tak per. but i din sleep well last night okeay. and its school holiday! like so what? ahaha. parents pun tak de kat rumah. *LAUGH*

Theres nothing better to do at home so just be it lah.

lil cuzins are coming today. shuts.

Its not i hate them . Its just they make alot of noices. Not only that, nanty rumah tonggang pecah.

hate it. then i am the only person whos going to suffer.

sedih per idop marfie?

Im chatting with sumeone.

Mr "b". (:

ahahaha.

he keep teasing me with some stuff. lol. random glr rbk nya.

ketawa mcm org glr kat dpn lappy. no stop. no kidding. ahaha.

tgk Fb lagi lah kelakar.

ahahaha.

korang nak tau pi cark sendiri ah.

sakiit perut ah ketawa non stop ! ahaha.

I find hussaini cute. LOL.

actuallie dari dulu. ahaha. but then now cnnot. (:

i sumehow miss school but i want to extent school holidays!~

please please please extent school holiday!~.

hehehe. (:

QUIZ

2009-06-21T02:26:00.000-07:00

ive bloghopped and found this quiz(:

1. Think back 5 months ago , are u single?

- Yeah.

2. Who can you blame for your bad mood today?

- My mother and sister.

3. How was your last night?

- erk..?

4.How do you feel rite now?

- Bored. mendakz seyy.

5. who were the first two person you heard this morning?

- my sis n parents arh

6. what are you listening to?

- my fav song maybe.

7. Do you think someone is thinking about you?

- i think so.

8. Last thing you bought?

- high heels.*laugh*

9. Are you a jealous person?

- depends on the situation.

10. Does it takes a lot to make you cry?

- No, its so easy to make me cry. LOL

11. What are(were ) you doing ths 12:30 this aftrnoon?

- kemas rumah!

12. Think alot before you sleep?

- im too tired to think before i sleep.

13. Whats running through your mind right now?

- Ibu i nak hp i balik!~

14. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk about?

- Yeah i do. but i cnt contct him now. *mane seyy die pi?*

15. Is there anybody you wish you could spend time with right now?

- YEs

16. who are your favourite ppl to talk to when ur down?

- Mr "b" and "f"

17. Does anyone call you baby?

- ahaha. yeah. *smile*

18. are you a patient person?

- ahaha. not really!~

19. What cant you wait for?

- 20092009!

20.any plans for tomorrow?

-No.

21. seven weeks from now, will you be in a relationship?
- (: *pray to God for sumethg*

22. tag anybody to do this quiz.

- everyone that read this. (: LOL

2009-06-20T18:17:00.001-07:00

20.06.09
*SMILE*

Thanks.

2009-06-19T19:01:00.001-07:00

olvels are getting nearer. Now i realised how i slack alot.

gosh~ scary!~

People, o level coming!~. LOL.

blaja, blaja., blaja.

need to study more and play less.

make sure remind me when u see me online.

or u can just msg me.

asking me to practice maths.

gosh ~

i havent yet practice even a chapter.

okeay tu nmpk sah bedek. LOL

okeay bye ah. nak blaja.

*mcm phm*

2009-06-17T22:21:00.000-07:00

salaam~

Ibu i nak new spec boleh tak? LOL

someone can scold me tak?

tak blaja seyy school holiday!~

teruk nye.

Baby + pooh = baby pooh.

ahaha. (:

K bye.

yang lain kat private blog.

2009-06-16T19:41:00.000-07:00

salaam~
(;
yesterday went out. ahaha. for wht? perbayu stuff. perkampungan obor.

yeah did have fun. (:

tapi kaki penat.
how i wish theres sumeone to massage my leg. =s

Thanks to all that helped us out yesterday.

recieved a text msg from sumeone.

Im touched .~

no kidding.

hampir2 nak ngs. tapi takle . hehe.

coz im outside. (:

1234 plain white t's :)

u all better shut ur mouth up

or ull get it from me. get it?

hmph. ~

2009-06-13T19:22:00.001-07:00

Hey,

As i was searching my bed room for my hp. My dad asked me " ape yang kau carik?"

woah ~ he asked me sumethg. LOL. selalunye die malas nak layan coz my answer will always be "tak tau".

ahaha. laugh all u want. ahaha. thats how we talked to each other. ahaha.

then told him that i was searching for my hp.

Then he said: " eh kau dah kac ibu kan tadi pagi? "

ekk when did i du that ek? LOL

i dun even noe my mother is workng today. LOL.

nmpknye org2 yang msg mar kene tunggu till night then i reply ur msgs. (:

sorrie ~ ahaha

so, today aint going out.

im getting fatter. LOL.

okeay thats all for today. (:

2009-06-11T02:41:00.000-07:00

Salaam~
ive been so busy for the past three days.

1. tution proficient. 4 jam oi!~

sakiit kaki. duduk four hours straight~

2. meeting perbayu.

hmm.. nie no comment!~

3. Bahas.

4.movie

5. shopping~!

round2 satu shopping mall(actuallie lebih dari satu shooping mall. hehehe) tapi tak dpt apa yang dikehendaki.

tapi beli bende lain. (:

as usual , beli kasut. (high heels)

biase ah, balik jek ibu nmpk kat tgn mar ade plastic bags ibu ckp.

nie mesty kasut !~

hehehe.~ betol ibu. LOL

Plan A: menjadi.

Plan b :setengah menjadi. Lol. at first menjadi bile dah lame2 tak menjd plan b.

Plan c :Tak jad !~

[ private blog for more details. ] =)

i met my maarifians fwen yesterday (:

ahaha. aku belut sekejap ah!~ LOL.

Gosh miss them alot.~

i thot mas who tag me was mastura d/0 tanzim khan.

but it wasnt her. LOL.

heres our conversation :

-Mastura Khan - says

*sejak bile aku ade blog.

м™ says

*ehk.. abeh mas mane seyy. teng.

-Mastura Khan - says

*jeng jeng

м™ says

*sape seyy.

- Mastura Khan - says (6:06 PM):

*mas slamat kot?! o.0

м™ says (6:06 PM):

*biar betik kau!

- Mastura Khan - says (6:07 PM):

*aah

blog die , die crite kan mcm mane die escape

*;)

mas forever dgn kemerepekan die. LOL.

" I DONT KNOW WHETER THIS IS WHAT I WANT OR...... "

2009-06-07T18:11:00.001-07:00

Gonna be away for days .. i think :) goodbye everyone . LOL.

2009-06-04T23:52:00.001-07:00

Nothing seems right.

sigh~

2009-06-02T00:11:00.000-07:00

Dont be too kind to me!

i might get the wrng idea!

it is impossible between us.

argh stress !~

[ezlink crd hilang lagi -_______________-" ]

2009-05-31T19:57:00.001-07:00

So sick!

2009-05-28T19:39:00.001-07:00

Salaam.

u all shud wtch cinderella Man at mysoju.com

i just love leeJoon hee.(:

:)

I am so happy that i cnt wait for sat !~ ahaha.

ade ape? hmm cnt tell!

Okeay,
HEres to my beloved fren

Yatie

Aisyah aka Esa!

A happy bdae.

May God bless you and may all ur wish come true(:

2009-05-28T02:52:00.000-07:00

Thanks Dear. (:
u make me smile all day long.

im loving ---

How selenge can i be?

yesterday went back home. Then thers no one at home.

called mum.

Then She said shell be home .

waited and waited.

waited for her for 1 hour

Then check my bag....

Mar bawak kunci.

how selenge can i be?

arghh!

2009-05-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

Hey there.

salaam.

tadi, selepas tution, mar call ayah . tapi tak de org angkat. then cll ibu suro bilang ayah tat mar dah hbs kelas.

Then aftr solat asar, mcm biase mar pon tunggu ayah kat bustop depan masjid kassim.

Tunggu punye tunggu. orang yang ditunggu tak smp2.

mar pun risau lah. mane lah tau ade paper terjadi kat ayah ker..

baru semalam gaduh besar dgn die.

Nasib ade anishah kat situ. so, anishah pon suroh call rumah.

Mar: halo, ibu eh.

Ibu: Ah.. Nak aper?

Mar: ayah kat mane?

Ibu: kat rumah lah.

Mar: o.0

Ibu: kau kat mane?

Mar : kat bustop tgh tunggu ayah.

Ibu : Ayah dah ade kat rumah lah! asl dgn kau?

Mar: Jadi kene balik sendiri lah nie?

Ibu : aah lah abeh kau nak suroh sape amik kau?

Mar: (errrr, suroh tunggu tapi die dah smp rumah dulu ! ape nye bapak lah. janji melayu betol) Alah mar tunggu dari 6:00 samp 6:30 tau.

Ibu : abeh nak suroh ibu buat ape?

mar : -_______-''(bile masa mak aku jadi loyar buruk mcm gini?)
Ibu: balik naik mrt sane.

Mar : yelah.
Dalam haty. kurang asam nye ayah! ade ke patut tak amik. suoh tunggu then tak amik. buat penat betol. abeh call rumah jawapan seme mcm nak.....

argh.

Balik rumah gadoh lagi. duadua tak nak mengalah. kepala batu. pertahankan hak masing2. hak kaper ? ahaha. hujah.(:

Ibu: gaduh lah korang anak beranak. saya tak nak campur.

Mar : dalam haty (sape suroh ibu campur? nie pergaduhan antar hidop dan mati)

so i waited for nothing. =l

DOTS.

2009-05-20T04:58:00.000-07:00

hey, (;
salaam.
heres some conversation between me and my family .

Me : Look at the mirror. Gosh ! I look so fat man!

cousin (fyqah) : If you gemok then me ape seeyy?
padahal die dah cukup kurus.

nenek : eh, you all nie asyik ckp korang gemuk ajer. padahal you two kurus . aneroxia kape?

Aunt (Fyqah's mum) : diet ah kalau rase gemuk.

Mum: Yeah i think u shud diet ah marfu'a .

me: *speechless* (nie biar betik mak aku)

All: Look at my mother .

mum : betul lah. Then senang keje ibu . Tak payah masak and tak payah kemas dapur.

kalau tak asyik keluar masuk dapur jek non stop makan. lapar ke tak lapar ke mulut sentiase jek mengunyah.

me : -____-" * ade udang disebalik batu rupenye mak aku*

All: Laugh in disbelived.

did i tell you all that i wanted to diet to loose weight.

but then semakin byk makan lagi ade. LOL.

doesnt work. hehehe.

only for 2 weeks. ahaha.

2009-05-15T18:56:00.000-07:00

salaam..
Hello.(:
yeah exam dah habis.
so whats next?
Chalet tinggy!
But sorry guys, i cant make it.
ahahaha. for the first day and the last day jek.
ull see me on the second day !~

But who cares?
they must be bored waiting for me. LOL.
tak delah.

4 days of holidays.
termasok today and tomorrow.
yess.!~
Korean drama here i come. LOL.
nothing better to do. haha

k done . paper kat my p.blog!
bye

w'salaam

2009-05-09T16:28:00.000-07:00

what shud i do?
currently listening to dian song.

Apa lagi kau mahu. (:

so down that i need someone to comfort me. :(

2009-05-08T23:11:00.000-07:00

Salaam semua.

Hari ini marfu'a akan post didalam bahasa melayu memandangkan saya adalaha salah satu exco perbayu. (:

Baik lah Pertama sekali saya ingin menjelaskan bahawa saya dan perbayu tidak mempunyai apa-apa masalah . Oleh itu, saya meminta sesiapa yang telah memfitnah saya supaya tampil kehadapan agar kita dapat menyelesaikan masalah ini berdua.

Jangan sampai saya sendiri yang cari awak. !~

pada masa itu saya tidak akan memaafkan awak .

Baiklah Hari ini adalah hari terakhir teman-teman seperjuangan saya iaitu Nurfathiyah dan nusrah khairani .=]

Marfu'a berharap agar mereka selamat didalam perjalanan dan belajar rajin-rajin.

jangan lupe balik 20.09.2009!

hari jadi aku tau!

gambar pertama sebelah kanan : nush . Dan gmbr kedua sebelah kiri: Fathiyah

mereka akan berangkat esok pagi.

selamat pergi selamat pulang !

Dan semalam malam zafirah a.k.a Third sis berangkat ke malaysia untuk melanjutkan pelajarannya.

message teakhirnya ialah " im gg .tckr ILY"
=D
okeay zaf keep intouch ILY too sis.

sekian waslaam.

2009-05-08T06:18:00.000-07:00

Marfie couldn't endure with the depression that she's facing right now so I'm replacing her as the author. If you happen to be my readers too, you should've guessed who am I. Bleargh! First of all, my birthday is coming next week! *runs around the table and jumps in joy* Haha! But I can't feel the excitement of being seventeen that much. Boo! I love being seventeen and I wish I could be seventeen forever! Yeay! In case you want to buy me presents, I only need SERENITY, HAPPINESS and sincere APOLOGY (if I've hurt you guys!) Haha (=

So how're you guys doing?! Exams are going to be over sooo soon so please smile! Haha! But I don't think we can enjoy that much even though this mid year examination is going to come to an end. We still have final year, Olvl, Alvl and whatnot. Can we not have examinations?! Or let something happen and cancel the exams event? OR at least make the papers easy? Kalau gitu bile nak maju! Nyehe! I think the way the teachers in Alsagoff treated us last time was way better! The papers were quite easy. (I think so!)

OMG! I don't know what craps I'm talking about here but this is all for your reading pleasure. Let me share some of world's recent stories, in case you're a person who stays bawah tempurung! Or prolly too busy with exams and don't even have time to read newspaper or even bother to watch the news.

- Did you read today's Straits Times cover page? Woohoo! Like finally he's been arrested after he'd successfully escaped from the jail for like God knows how many months. For more informations, just google or something. I don't think you people are going to do that lah. Heh.
- Hmm, about the swine flu! Don't tell me you don't know about it (unless you live in outer space!). The people who'd been quarantined in the Mexico hotel (forgot the name ah) has eventually gotten their freedom! Haha haha! Comfirm dapat makan sedap2 kat dalam hotel!
- What else? I love Big Bang and SHINee? Oh, erm I love Restaurant City in facebook! Haha k lame lah! *knocks my head*

Ok, so that's all folks! I need to study now! Woo ~
Takecare and God bless [=

2009-05-07T23:13:00.000-07:00

It was a disasterous week for me. i even cried in class. i cant stand the stress man.

Gosh , I thnk im gonna fail all my tests (this week tests).

The more i study the more i thnk im gonna fail all my sub!~

Like wat the hell rite?

okeay lah bye. Good luck to me!

2009-05-06T02:50:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone~ So here are my AQ answer.
duuh~ i hate my marks. even worst teacher sharifah commented it as chatty and prechy.
The words in red are teachers marking. Yeah, many mistakes and redundent.

AQ: The writer argues in paragraph 4 that fighting cheating with more technology is futile and provides his own suggestions as how cheating can be combatted. How effective are these suggestions? In word way can they too fail? Using examples from your own experience, suggest alternative methods to combat cheating in academia.

Fighting cheating with technology is futile. But then some teachers are using new technologies such as text-matching software, webcams, biometric equipment, and testing centers with cheat-proof computers to combat widespread student cheating.

The writer has suggested a good teaching technique which can educate the students effectively. This technique can combat cheating. Professors are encouraged to use effective and interesting ways of teaching in order to enlighten the class as it will help the students to be more committed in their work. Here, the professors can monitor their class and know their progress and therefore support them. (Need to evaluate whether these suggestions can combat cheating or not)

Another method to help reduce cheating is by having a good relationship between professors and students. They could communicate with each other with no hesitation. Hence, they could discuss about anything such as the responsibility of a students and many more. (Need to evaluate whether these suggestions can combat cheating or not)

Professors should show more concern so that they (who?) are motivated. he professors should also encourage honest students to be more proactive and discourage the cheaters against cheating by exposing them and facing up to them as it (?) is injustice because only the dishonest students get rewarded even if they lacked effort and get all the scholarships. (Need to evaluate whether these suggestions can combat cheating or not)

These methods are effective and will combat cheating. There are three main reasons why some students cheat in exams; due to fear of failure, having no ability, and wanting to take risks. I thought it was because of students' desire to take short-cuts

Being afraid of failure is the most important reason for some students to cheat in exams. Some students think that if they fail the exams, they will have a lot of the following problems. For example, their parents will complain about their bad grades, their friends will look down and laugh at them, and they guess that the light of their educational futures will be darker too (so dramatic but quite effective). [ahaha. i dont know why the heaven i tyoe this!]They will get stressed if they cannot do the exams as well as they hope. And those factors will lead them to cheat in exams. In short, some students are afraid that they will have many problems if they fail the exams, so they start to cheat. Having no ability to do exams is the next reason that causes some students to cheat. There are a few cases for this reason. Some students do not have confidences. Some students cannot do the exams because they (?) are too difficult. And some students unreasonably judge themselves that they are not smart enough to pass the exams.

Instead of studying hard, paying attention during classes, reviewing lessons, and doing exercises, they(?) try to cheat in exams. In fine (??), some students do not try hard enough to pass the exams and it is terrible that their solution is cheating. The final reason why some students cheat the exams is because they want to take risks. It sounds unbelievable and crazy but it truly happens (Your tone is too chatty, unsuitable for GP). [macam nak bebual nga orang seyy this one!~]Some students just want to show-off to their friends. To show their abilities is looked upon as a fun activity for teenagers (Qn focuses on university students). [Nie dah over confident buat gaknye!]Without thinking thoroughly, they try to show their dishonest tricks in the examination rooms. These students probably think that cheating in the exams is challenging and makes them 'cool'. Besides, they will get incredibly good grades if they succeed in their cheating . Therefore, to dare the punishments, some students cheat in exams for pleasures.

In conclusion, there are many reasons for students to cheat in exams, being afraid of failure, having no ability, and wanting to take risks, including other reasons I have not stated. We still cannot guarantee that the methods will help students stop cheating. However, to those who are thinking to cheat in the exams, they should think about the punishments. No matter what their reason is. Is it worth getting caught and punished from both college and society? Even though they may not be smart enough to have excellent grades, they(?) should be proud of themselves that you (?) try to get good grades through their own abilities, not cheating.

Sounds rather chatty and preachy but there are some good evaluations.

Marks = 7 / 10

coming up test. i did badly for my tafsir test.
pray for me for the upcoming test especially nahu !
Thanks. so , thats it for now. bye.!(:

lesson 19

2009-04-25T02:42:00.001-07:00

I said 5 lines but he replied only 1 line

yeah hurt.

i hate him!~

Lesson 17.

2009-04-22T03:27:00.000-07:00

Hey readers,

here are the pictures we took duringzikra Rasul.

Theres a lot more but then Hidayah havent yet give me.

I am so lazy to upload the pic on my private blog so here it is. (:

and dun ask me to upload this pics on facebook.

U know i know. ahaha. =]

Love marfie.

Lesson 16

2009-04-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

Gosh seriously ah scary man!
that mat dah lah ade tatto kat tgn then minum kat public. malay !~
memalukan. if hisap rokok then tak pasallah!~

fine ~
then he mintak number. not me~ my fwen.
my fwen tak layan/ padan muke ah.
abeh tak stop ah. die tunggu smp kiter hbs kelas.
then die mintak lagi. then tak layan jugak.
then kejar my fwen.
ape lagi tat gurl takot and run lah!~.
aahahaha.

menyeramkan.

Tak nak lah lawa sgt!~ seram plk.. ahahaha.

2009-04-21T02:09:00.000-07:00

عن عائشة رضى الله عنها قالت : دخل علي رسول صلى الله عليه وسلم وعندي جاريتان تغنيان بغناء بعاث فاضطجع على الفراش وحول وجهه , ودخل أبو بكر رضي الله عنه فانتهزني وقال : مزمارة الشيطان عند رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم فقال : <<دعهما>> , فلما غفل غمزتهما فخرجتا.

Dari Aisyah RA, dia berkata , “Rasullulah S.A.W masuk ke rumahku, dan ketika itu aku bersama dua budak perempuan yang sedang menyanyikan lagu peperangan BU’ats. Beliau langsung berbaring diatas tempat tidur sambil memalingkan wajahnya. Ketika Abu Bakar masuk ke rumahku dan berkata, ‘Dalam pandangan Rasulullah SAW, itulah seruling syaitan’. Mendengar itu, maka rasullulah SAW menemui Abu Bakar dan berkata kepadanya, ‘Biarkanlah mereka’ . ketika Rasullulah SAW lengah , aku memberi isyarat mata kepada kedua budak perempuan itu hingga mereka keluar.”

Keterngan hadith:
دخل علي رسول صلى الله عليه وسلم (Rasullulah SAW masuk ke rumahku) .
Dalam riwayat az-zuhri dari urwah dengan lafazh في ايام منى (Pada hai-hari mina) , sebagaimana akan dijelaskan dlm bab ke23 setelah bab ini. (:

جاريتان (dua budak perempuan ). Dalam bab selanjutnya ditambah dengan lafazh من جوارى الانصار
)budak-budak perempuan dikalangan anshar). Dalam riwayat Ath-Thabrani dari ummu salamah disebutkan bahawa salah seorang dari keduanya itu adalah budak Hassan bin Tsabit. Sedangkan dalam kitab Al-Arba’in Karya Assulami disebutkan bahawa kedua budak itu milik Abdullah bin salam.

Dalam pembahasan tentang dua hari raya versi Ibnu Abi Dunya dari julur , dari hisyam bin urwah dengan sanad yang sahih disebutkan , وحمامة وصاحباتها تغنيان ( Hamamah dan temannya bernaynyi).
Saya tidak mendapatkan nama yang satunya, tapi kemungkinan namanya adalah Zainab sebagaimana yang disebutkan dlaam pembahasan nikah.

تغنيان (Keduanya menyanyi ). Pada riwayat Az-Zuhri ditambah denagna lafaz تدففان (Menabuh rebana ). Dalam riwayat Hisyam yang dikeluarkan Muslim disebutkan dengan lafazبدف تغنيان (menyanyi dengan menabuh rebana ). Dalam riwayat nasa’i disebutkan dengan lafaz بدفين (dengan dua rebana).

Dalam bab sesudahnya disebutkan, بما تقاولت به الانصار يوم بعاث ( dengan apa yang sering diucapkanoleh orang-orang ansar waktu perang bu’ats). Yaitu, Ucapan mereka yang penuh dengan kekesatrian dan keberanian. Imam Bukhari dalam bembahasan tentang hijrah menyebitkannya dengan lafaz بما تعازفت (dengan yang dinyanyikan ). Dalam riwayat lain disebutkan dengan lafaz تقاذفت (ucapan sebahagian mereka kepada sebahagian yang lain). Dalam riwayat Ahmad bin Hammad bin salamah , dari hisyam , disebutkan bahawa perang bu’ats adalah peperangan yang menyebabkan terbunuhnya kesattria-kesatria kaum Aus dan Khazraj.

Al Bakri mengatakan , bahawa Bu’ats adalah nama tempat yang terletak sejauh dua malam perjalanan dari kota Madinah. Abu Musa dan pengarang kitab An-Nihayah mengatakan bahawa bu’ats adalah nama benteng kabilah Aus. Abu Faraj Al Ashfahami mengisahkan , bahawa Abu Qais bin Aslat mengatakan bahawa Bu’ats adalah nama tempat di kabilah Bani Quraizhah dimana didalamnya terdapat harta mereka . al Khaththabi mengatakan bahawa perang bu’ats adalah perang yang sangta terkenal dikalangan masyarakat Arab , yaitu peperangan yang sangat dasyat antara kaum Aus dan Khazraj . Peperangan itu berlangsung selama 120 tahun , sebagaimana yang disebutkan oleh Ibnu Ishaq dan Al Waqidi . Saya (Ibnu hajar ) katakana bahawa pendapat ini banyak diikuti oleh para pensyarah kitab Shahihaini (sahih Bukhari & Sahih muslim) . Akan tetapi masih terdapat pendapat lain yang berbeda dengan pendapat lain. Hal itu kerana dalam pendapat ini disebutkan bahawa peperangan itu berlangsung selama 120 tahun , sementara dalam hadith Aisyah yang akan dijelaskan dalam bab “hijrah” disebutkan “ Hari Bu’ats adalah hari yang dianugerahkan Allah SWT kepada Rasulnya . Pada hari itu ia tiba di madinah dimana penduduk madinah ketika itu
dalam keadaan terpecah belah dan saling membunuh.”

Ibnu Sa’ad meriwayatkan bahawa 6/8 orangyang menemui Rasullulah SAW di mina adlah orang-orang Anshar perama menemui beliau. Mereka dating untuk membuat perjanjian dengan Rasullulah SAW dan orang-orang Quraisy. Salah satu point perjanjian yang mereka katakana kepada. Rasullah SAW, ketika beliau mengajak mereka untuk memeluk agama Islam adalah , “Ketahuilah sesungguhnya peristiwa Bu’ats terjadi pada tahun pertama , maka janji kami kepadamu pada tahun yang akan datang.” Pada tahun selanjutnya mereka datang menemui Rasullulah SAW dan membaiat mereka , itulah yang kemudian disebut dengan baiat pertama . pada baiat kedua , mereka datang dengan 70 orang , kemudian Rasullualh SAW un berhijarah ke madinah pada awal tahun berikutnya.

ana belom habis type lagi dua pg.ana penat sgt.
Afwan.

Lesson 15

2009-04-18T20:00:00.003-07:00

Ya Allah, byk nye nak kene buat!~

sigh~ penatnye!

Lesson 14.

2009-04-17T02:57:00.000-07:00

Study, Study study. Need to study more and less computer.

Test
1. Manthiq.
2. Tafsir.
3. Feqeh.

4. hadith 40 [ DOne =1 Topic]

5. tafsir juz 30

6. GP.

7. Mustolaah hadith.

Homework.

1. Mustolaah hadith.

2.Gp.

3. Karangan. (DONE)

Hafalan.

1. Feqeh

2. manthiq.

3. Quraan.

4. mustolaah hadith.

5. adab arabi (syiir)

6. manthiq (Sampai dalalah)

7. Mutolaah ( Surah qaaf) * optional*

8. Tafsir. (sampai pg 49)

9. Tafsir juz 30

10. Hadith 40.

sigh~ byk nye -___-"

Lesson 13

2009-04-16T03:13:00.001-07:00

Rate for mudpie : 3/5
strawberry shrtcake :2/5

ahaha. Tak penting ah abeh.
Bsk sape bace khutbah?
ahaha. die selalu paitau!~ (ceh dah pnd pakai word nie ah!)

Lesson 13

2009-04-15T05:56:00.000-07:00

Someone: Mar!~ chill ah. jangan marah2.
Mar : Tak,Tak marah lah. (Masih pakai tone same sp sebelum perbualan ini)
Someone : Abeh tone kau mcm gitu ****.
Mar : mana ade. Aku tak marah sesape pon.
someone: PMS kaper?
Mar : Tak ah!~ (Tone masih tak berubah)
Someone : Mar stop seyy bebual nga aku pakai that tone.
Mar : aku tak le !~ bebual nga kau memang tone auto mcm gini. *Lame*

Tapi memang betol lah. tengok dgn sape mar bebual.
Kalau dgn si mundzir tak yah nak ckp bebaik.
nak ckp bebaik nanty die jawab
Mun : Kau bodoh si**.
Mar : speechleesss.

Alsagoffian: Kaunye tone bebual ikut org tu nye tone.
mar : HUH?
Alsagoffian : kau tgk org. kalau org tunye cara bebual kurang ajar kau nye care bebual pon kurang ajar.
kalau bdk tu bdk baik, kau nye cara bebual pon jadi baik.
Mar: aku really tak phm.
Alsagoffian: Kau sentiase bluur sotong ah. dari sagop smp waktan ah kau. tak hilang kaper penyakit kau.
Mar: ahahaha. aku tak phm kau bebual ape.

Sampai skrg mar masih blur . wakakakak.
sorry ah alsagofian. ape motive bilang mar. mar tak tanye. Lol

Junior: eh, jgn marah ah.
mar : mane ade.
JUnior : Abeh ape?
Mar : Majok.
Junior : kiter tau macam mane nak pujuk!~
Mar : *stare*
Junior: Nnanty kiter kac awak choclate.

Terus mar senyum lebar, selebar-lebarnye. hehehhee.

Dian Hazwani !~ congrats ah dpt masok NAFA!~
baik ah kau!~
(:

Lesson 12

2009-04-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

Good luck ah korang eh!~

CONGRATS EH FATHIYAH!~
nasib ah korang kat sane tanpa aku disisi.

ape saje marfu'a
tak pntg.
asl mesty tanpa aku disisi?
ahahaha. okeay mepek.

Nasib ah fathiyah test.

blaja sendiri ah ape lagi kan.
tanpa aku menolong.

ahahaha. pdahl padahal.

Good luck ah Marfu'a bsk nak present hadith .

tapi mcm tak buat gitu!~

Good luck ah abeh?!?

EEka kau show off ah.!~
sengaje kape nak jeles kan kiter org.
someone said:'it is just a mug!' .

Baik ah!~ Salute ah.

Tuhan aje yang tahu ah.

Attitude sgt asl?

Tak penting !~

BYe ah abeh?

ahaha

2009-04-13T00:46:00.000-07:00

عن عائشة رضى الله عنها قالت : دخلت علي رسول صلى الله عليه وسلم وعندي جاريتان تغنيان بغناء بعاث فاضطجع على الفراش وحول وجهه , ودخل أبو بكر رضي الله عنه فانتهزني وقال : مزمارة الشيطان عند رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم فقال : <<دعهما>> , فلما غفل غمزتهما فخرجتا

Allahumma solli 'alaih wa'ala alih.. wabihi ilaihi:
"Daripada Saydatina Aisyah r.a. telah berkata: Rasulullah sollallahu 'alaihi wasallam telah masuk kepadaku dan di sisiku 2 jariah (hamba perempuan) sedang bernyanyi dengan nyanyian yang semangat, maka Rasulullah berbaring di atas tilam dan telah memalingkan mukanya.& ( Saydina) Abu Bakar telahmasuk dan memarahiku dan berkata: seruling syaitan di sisi nabi 'alaihissolatu wassalam. Maka Rasulullah menyambut Sayyidina Abu Bakar dan bersabda: (Tinggalkan mereka berdua) Apabila beliau (Saydina Abu Bakar) telah leka,aku mengisyarat kepada keduanya dan mereka pun keluar" (Sohih Bukhari, Kitabul 'Eidain(13), M.s. 535 Fathul Bari)

Lesson 11

2009-04-12T19:38:00.000-07:00

watever!

Lesson 10

2009-04-12T03:55:00.001-07:00

I just dont understand why i fall for him.
i saw him twice.
I thot he was sick.
indeed i am worried.
Then, i did not expect that.
I can sense....
(:
Thank you God for this feeling.:)

Lesson 9

2009-04-10T20:07:00.000-07:00

i was right infront. but no one notice me.
GREAT!~
THANKS AH abeh?

Lesson 8

2009-04-08T02:13:00.000-07:00

salaam~
Good news, theres no school on monday. YESS!
Bad news,

1.Gp hw peresntation. Thanks ah kan.

2. I am so sleepy and tired that i slept in class during Gp . That is totally not good.

apologize to farhanah's grp. I din do i on purpose.

3. Too much presentation to do!~

all i want to do now i delete him from my mind. and thats it.

Lesson 7

2009-04-07T02:18:00.000-07:00

I do not smoke.
I did not smoke.
I aint going to smoke.
Get it?

why am i doing this?
trying to....

"this isnt a good sign"

LesSon 6

2009-04-05T06:04:00.000-07:00

Thank you.
He makes me laugh. (:
Thank you, Thank you.
Syukran jazilan. :)

" he knows...."

lesson 5

2009-04-04T20:53:00.000-07:00

Salaam~
"O God...
Please dont let this happen...
Please..."

I love him fi sabillilah.
I changed.

I dun mind if he din love me..

I had overcame it.

Thank you very much.

For making me see the good things.:)

Thank you Allah for sending him to me.(:

Alhamdullillah.

Lesson 4

2009-04-04T02:01:00.000-07:00

I hate this part right here.
I dont even want to see them. especially him.
I dont want to look in to his eyes like before.

I had enough of stupid things.

Parents?
I just wish i wasnt there.
I just wish i dont experience the pain i had inside.
I had enough.

Oh God, Help me...

Im fighting with this all alone...

I pray to God . I have only him. :)
Thank you Allah.

Forgive me for all my Sins.

AMIN.

Lesson 3

2009-04-03T02:57:00.000-07:00

hes is just not for me. Im gonna forget him.(:
some one said:" ade byk lagi laki kat luar!"
LOL.
:)

Lesson 2

2009-04-02T05:05:00.000-07:00

Salaam~
To love him is nothing.
To be loved by him is sumething.
But then ,
To love and to be loved by Allah is everything(:

"someone is totally jealous. Im in Bad mood"

Lesson 1

2009-04-01T14:36:00.000-07:00

April Mop, atau The April’s Fool Day, berawal dari satu episode sejarah Muslim Spanyol di tahun 1487, atau bertepatan dengan 892 H. Sejak dibebaskan Islam pada abad ke- 8M oleh Panglima Thariq bin Ziyad, Spanyol berangsur-angsur tumbuh menjadi satu negeri yang makmur. Pasukan Islam tidak saja berhenti di Spanyol, namun terus melakukan pembebasan di negeri-negeri sekitar menuju Perancis. Perancis Selatan dengan mudah dibebaskan. Kota Carcassone, Nimes, Bordeaux, Lyon, Poitou, Tours, dan sebagainya jatuh. Walaupun sangat kuat, pasukan Islam masih memberikan toleransi kepada suku Got dan Navaro di daerah sebelah Barat yang berupa pegunungan.

Islam telah menerangi Spanyol. Karena sikap para penguasa Islam yang begitu baik dan rendah hati, banyak orang-orang Spanyol yang kemudian dengan tulus dan ikhlas memeluk Islam. Muslim Spanyol bukan saja beragama Islam, namun sungguh-sungguh mempraktikkan kehidupan secara Islami. Tidak saja membaca Al-Qur’an, namun bertingkah laku berdasarkan Al-Qur’an. Mereka selalu berkata tidak untuk musik, bir, pergaulan bebas, dan segala hal yang dilarang
Islam. Keadaan tenteram seperti itu berlangsung hampir enam abad lamanya.

Selama itu pula kaum kafir yang masih ada di sekeliling Spanyol tanpa kenal lelah terus berupaya membersihkan Islam dari Spanyol, namun selalu gagal. Maka dikirimlah sejumlah mata-mata untuk mempelajari kelemahan umat Islam Spanyol. Akhirnya mereka menemukan cara untuk menaklukkan Islam, yakni dengan pertama-tama melemahkan
iman mereka melalui jalan serangan pemikiran dan budaya .

Maka mulailah secara diam-diam mereka mengirimkan alkohol dan rokok secara gratis ke dalam wilayah Spanyol. Musik diperdengarkan untuk membujuk kaum mudanya agar lebih suka bernyanyi dan menari daripada membaca Al Qur’an. Mereka juga mengirimkan sejumlah ulama palsu untuk meniup-niumkan perpecahan ke dalam tubuh umat Islam Spanyol. Lama-kelamaan upaya ini membuahkan hasil.

Akhirnya Spanyol jatuh dan bisa dikuasai Pasukan Salib. Penyerangan oleh pasukan Salib benar-benar dilakukan dengan kejam tanpa mengenal peri kemanusiaan. Tidak hanya pasukan Islam yang dibantai, tetapi juga penduduk sipil, wanita, anak-anak kecil, orang- orang tua. Satu-persatu daerah di Spanyol jatuh. Granada adalah daerah terakhir yang ditaklukkan . Penduduk-penduduk Islam di Spanyol (juga disebut orang Moor) terpaksa berlindung di dalam rumah untuk menyelamatkan diri. Tentara-tentara Salib terus mengejar mereka.

Ketika jalan-jalan sudah sepi, tinggal menyisakan ribuan mayat yang bergelimpangan bermandikan genangan darah, tentara Salib mengetahui bahwa banyak muslim Granada yang masih bersembunyi di rumah-rumah. Dengan lantang tentara Salib itu meneriakkan pengumuman, bahwa para Muslim Granada bisa keluar dari rumah dengan aman dan
diperbolehkan berlayar keluar Spanyol dengan membawa barang-barang keperluan mereka. Orang-orang Islam masih curiga dengan tawaran ini. Namun beberapa dari orang Muslim diperbolehkan melihat sendiri kapal- kapal penumpang yang sudah dipersiapkan di pelabuhan . Setelah benar- benar melihat ada kapal yang sudah disediakan, mereka pun segera
bersiap untuk meninggalkan Granada dan berlayar meninggalkan Spanyol.

Keesokan harinya, ribuan penduduk muslim Granada keluar dari rumah-rumah mereka dengan membawa seluruh barang-barang keperluan, beriringan berjalan menuju pelabuhan. Beberapa orang Islam yang tidak mempercayai pasukan Salib, memilih bertahan dan terus bersembunyi di rumah-rumah mereka. Setelah ribuan umat Islam Spanyol berkumpul di pelabuhan, dengan cepat tentara Salib menggeledah rumah-rumah yang telah ditinggalkan penghuninya. Lidah api terlihat menjilat-jilat angkasa ketika mereka membakari rumah-rumah tersebut bersama dengan orang-orang Islam yang masih bertahan di dalamnya. Sedang ribuan umat Islam yang tertahan di pelabuhan, hanya bisa terpana ketika tentara

Salib juga membakari kapal-kapal yang dikatakan akan mengangkut mereka keluar dari Spanyol. Kapal-kapal itu dengan cepat tenggelam. Ribuan umat Islam tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa karena sama sekali tidak bersenjata. Mereka juga kebanyakan terdiri dari para perempuan dengan anak-anaknya yang masih kecil-kecil. Sedang para tentara Salib telah
mengepung mereka dengan pedang terhunus.

Dengan satu teriakan dari pemimpinnya, ribuan tentara Salib segara membantai umat Islam Spanyol tanpa rasa belas kasihan. Jerit tangis dan takbir membahana. Seluruh Muslim Spanyol di pelabuhan itu habis dibunuh dengan kejam. Darah menggenang di mana-mana. Laut yang biru telah berubah menjadi merah kehitam-hitaman. Tragedi ini bertepatan dengan tanggal 1 April. Inilah yang kemudian diperingati oleh dunia Kristen setiap tanggal 1 April sebagai April Mop (The
April’s Fool Day). Pada tanggal 1 April, orang-orang diperbolehkan menipu dan berbohong kepada orang lain. Bagi umat Kristiani, April Mop merupakan hari kemenangan atas dibunuhnya ribuan umat Islam Spanyol oleh tentara Salib lewat cara-cara penipuan. Sebab itulah, mereka merayakan April Mop dengan cara melegalkan penipuan dan kebohongan walau dibungkus dengan dalih sekedar hiburan atau keisengan belaka.

Bagi umat Islam, April Mop tentu merupakan tragedi yang sangat menyedihkan. Hari di mana ribuan saudara-saudaranya seiman disembelih dan dibantai oleh tentara Salib di Granada, Spanyol. Sebab itu, adalah sangat tidak pantas juga ada orang Islam yang ikut-ikutan merayakan tradisi ini. Siapapun orang Islam yang turut merayakan April Mop, maka ia sesungguhnya tengah merayakan ulang tahun pembunuhan massal ribuan saudara-saudaranya di Granada, Spanyol, 5
abad silam.

Wahai saudara-saudariku sesama Muslim, sampai hatikah Anda semua merayakan April Mop sekarang ini, setelah mengetahui apa yang sebenarnya melatarbelakangi perayaan yang diadakan dunia Barat setiap tanggal 1 April itu???
Allah SWT akan menjadi saksi bagi kita semua.

Wallahu a’lamu Bishowab.